but i'll still have you

This hurts much more than I thought it would. I just wanted to be with you. Is that so difficult to understand?
I wanted you exactly how you are- the imperfections, the quirks. Everything that makes you so unlike anyone else.


Perhaps it was a waste of my time.

I want to believe that it wasn't, yet all I know is that I am still alone.




[The friendship we made
Is a waste of our time.
There's no one left here
To show a future that's kind.
-"Distraction", Angels and Airwaves]